It's not easy being a pain in the arse

I seem to attract people who are a pain in the butt.  

My husband can be a huge pain. He is very 'strict' about things.  Thing should be done right or else they aren't good enough.  He has a very low tolerance for people who are lazy / weak / entitled. He can be an obstinate, set-in-his-ways mule.  He is a pain, but I am worse.

My good friend and business partner can be a pain.  She is very strict about certain things too.  She can be a stubborn, head strong, my-way-is-the-right-way pain in the butt.  But I am worse.

Rose (our nanny) can be a pain - She is a high maintenance, full of nonsense, overly-sensitive pain in the rear.  But I am worse.

I've come to the realization that I am actually a ginormous pain.  I am hyper active, hyper driven, hyper busy, hyper anal, hyper sensitive and hyper anxious.  Everything must be done right this very minute, with a dash of speed if you please. Hurry up, move it, FASTER DAMMIT!!  I must be exhausting to live with.

I am really busy at the moment and the busier I get, the faster I go.  And the faster I expect everyone else to go.  I think I have rubbed about a million people up the wrong way in the last few weeks.  

If I have irritated you by being too pushy / rushed / intolerant, I apologize.  I am going to have to learn to count to 10. And while I am counting to 10, I am going to do about 17,000 other things.  Most likely including the thing I asked you to do because you took longer than 0,25 seconds to do it. AARGGHH!!  SORRY!! 

Let's try that again.  1...2...3.... argh, f*ck this shit, let's just get to 10 already ;)

Imagine if I wasn't on anti-depressants for my anxiety!  I shudder to think. 

Comments

[A Daft Scots Lass]

wow!!

[JB]

It's OK we love you anyway. PS I am exhausted just reading that.

[Cat@jugglingact]

I am also one the faster dammitmode.

[Tania]

Dude. You are a huge pain in the arse, but it takes one to know one.
Also: I hear Chardonnay helps for that..

[Wobs]

You are too funny, Tertia!