It’s so hard not to believe that the answer seems to be … ‘very little point at all’

It’s over. The baby hasn’t grown. No heartbeat. Evacuation of the uterus on Thursday.

 I feel numb.

Comments

[Andrea]

{{{Tertia}}}

[ls]

Very sorry. Thinking of you and Marko. can't think of anything else to write. Just know that you are loved.

[justdawn]

Oh no...I was SOOO rooting for you, Tertia!

[Rose]

So very, very sorry to hear it, Tertia. It's no effing fair.

[Anne]

If there were words I'd write them. There are no words. Thinking of you today, tomorrow and all the other tomorrows as well.

[jane]

God Tertia, I am so so sorry that this has happened. I wish I could say something to help but I know that I can't, just that I'm angry for you, that this happened again.

[giddy]

I'm so sorry. How awful.

[jessica]

I'm so sorry.

[KathyH]

Oh no Tertia, I'm so very sorry.

[Trina]

Like everyone else, I'm just SO sorry. Wishing you peace.

[Kim]

I am so, so so very sorry.

[Julie]

You know I love you, asshole, and am hurting with you and Marko.

[Mama Dramas]

I am so sorry. Why aren't there better words to express this? I wish I had them.

[JazzEBlu]

Oh no. So effing unfair. My heart aches for you.

[gkk]

Oh Tertia, no, no, no. I'm so very sorry.

[Wendy]

I don't have the words to say how bad I feel for you.
My heart aches for you.

[Isabel]

I am crying with you!

XOXO
Isabel

[aly]

i'm so sorry, honey. {{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}

[~ bridgette ~]

I am so sorry that this has happened. Much love to you and your family.

[Elizabeth]

I'm sorry, Tertia.

[Heather AKA Epiphany Alone]

So sorry, Tertia :(

[Ute]

Oh (((Tertia)))... I wish there was something I could do or say to comfort you. I'm so terribly sorry!

[Alice]

I can't imagine how much this hurts. I'm so sorry.

[Cas]

Oh Tertia I'm so so sorry. My heart is just aching for you.

[Stefanie]

I'm so sorry, Tertia. You're friends - in - the box are grieving with you.

[wyliekat]

It's just not fair. That's really all.

[sheilah]

Oh, this just sucks. I am so sorry.

[Ursula]

I'm so very sorry.

[Timi]

Oh Tertia, I'm so sorry.

[blackbird]

oh Tertia,
oh dear heart -
I will hold you close to my heart today...

[Cricket]

I am so sorry for you and your family. It was lovely witnessing your excitement.

[Melany aka Supermom]

No. F.uck this isn't fair. I'm so sorry

[kirstyphysio]

There is nothing to say except how sad all your virtual and real friends feel for you! Some one sent me this once when I was hurting:

Some Babies
Some babies come into our lives and quickly go.
Some babies move our souls to dance.
They awaken us to new understanding
with the passing whisper of their existence.
Some babies make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon.
They stay in our lives for awhile,
leave footprints on our hearts,
and we are never ever the same.

Thinking of you!
Love & Hugs
Kirsty x

[Amber]

heartbroken for you.

[Hanlie]

I'm thinking of you... Sorry doesn't even begin to describe the sense of loss I think we all feel for and with you. Yet, here it is: I'm so very sorry.

[Rose]

damn Tertia. so, so sorry.

[janet]

oh tertia. there are no words. i'm so sorry. i have never delurked before, but i just had to send you love and hugs.

[Lady in Waiting (LIW)]

I know that there is nothing that I can say to help. The devastation must be crushing. Please know that my heart goes out to you and that you are not alone in your pain and your tears.

[miracles]

I will never, ever understand the cruelty of it all. *shaking my head* I know you have been here before but it still hurts just as much every damn time. I am speechless Tertia. Heartbreaking.

[Jenn]

I'm so sorry *hugs*

[Anna]

I am so sorry, Tertia. I'm just heartbroken for you and your family. I'm sorry.

[kathleen999]

I'm so sorry Tertia. I know how much you wanted this baby. And I remember how much it hurts to find out there will be no baby.

[Mollywogger]

Oh, shit. So sorry to hear that, T.

[Paula]

Thinking of you, sweet thing.

[Lisa]

I am so, so sorry, Tertia. Even though I held my breath today loading this page, I really did not expect this. I'm in tears for you. *hugs*

[Jill]

Oh sweetie, my heart is breaking for you.

[binkytown]

Sending you love. It's not fair. I'm sorry you had to go through this.

[Ann]

I am so very, very sorry.
xxx

[wealhtheow]

Oh Tertia. I'm so sorry. I'm so so so sorry.

[Amy]

I am so terribly sorry.

[Carmen]

Hurting for you. I'm sorry.

[nadias]

oh...i'm so sorry...i have no more words...it is awfull...oh Tertia...

[Tammy]

Thinking of you today, Tertia. So very sorry.

[Amy]

So sorry :(

[Colleen]

I'm so so sorry. My heart dropped when I read your news. You are in my prayers.

[Kara]

Tertia, I'm very sorry.

[Sparklykatt]

Ohh...I'm so very sorry! There are no words that can make this any easier for you and your family.

[jenn]

I'm so so sorry....

[EJW]

I was so hoping to come here to find good news. I'm so sorry.

[Janine]

I am so incredibly sorry Tertia. Nothing anyone says will make it better and I know you feel that no one truly understands just how devastating it is and just how heartbroken you are;o( My thoughts and prayers are with you and your husband.

[coral]

so so sorry
xxxx

[jamie]

FUCK. Oh, Tertia. I'm so very, very sorry.

[Jen]

No words come to mind that you haven't already heard. Just know I am hurting for you, I know how hard this is.

[tc]

Oh no. I'm so, so sorry.

[Brooklyn Girl]

Fuck. I'm so sorry, honey.

[Nancy]

oh Tercia... Fuckity fuck fuck......I am so sorry for your loss.

[Robin from TLOL]

Fuck doesn't begin to cover it.

I'm so very, terribly sorry.

[kay]

Fuck. Yeah, I think that sums it up nicely.

Fuck!

I'm so very sorry.

[Mac]

I am so sorry.

[CariP]

I am so sorry, Tertia.

[terri c]

Oh, no. How utterly awful for you. So terribly sorry.

[kristin]

i'm so, so sorry. my thoughts are with you.

[21stCenturyMom]

So sorry... so very, very sorry.

[Sophie]

So many people were happy and surprised right along with you, and now we're here to say "FUCK -- Why did that have to happen when it hurts so much!?!?!?!?!?!?" Thousands of us are sending fond, angry, and protective thoughts your way.

[dish]

Horrible. Awful. I am so sorry.

[anne nahm]

Very sorry. Take care.

[thalia]

Very little point to me leaving you yet another "I'm sorry." But I am, very very sorry. It was such a lovely surprise, so un-asked for, and so cruel that it gets taken away.

[Rumour Miller]

There are no words... just know that many are sending prayers and positive thoughts your way.

[Tanya]

So very sorry for you all.

[Jennifer]

Oh Tertia, I am so sorry. If we could all take away a piece of your hurt, we would.

[Kimberly]

Fuck. I'm so so sorry, Tertia. :~(

[Lisa]

Oh. NO. How positively horrific. I am SO very sorry. May you feel some kind of comfort with your darling babies today.

[Working From Home Today]

Well, dammit all to hell. This just makes me want to swear. So, mon ostie de saint-sacrament de câlice de crisse!!!! There. A string of words with no real meaning, but it feels good to say when you're shaking your fist at the sky.

[Shauna]

Damn. It's so unfair, and I'm as sorry as I've been about anything for a long long time. I so wish there was a way to fix it. I'm so sorry.

[Summer]

Tertia, this is heartbreaking. I'm so very, very sorry, and wish there was something I could do to make it better.

[Ginger]

I am so, so sorry Tertia. I recently had a surprise pregnancy end in early miscarriage too and it just seems like such an awful tease, doesn't it? Saying a prayer for you.

[Aurelia]

I'm so sorry Tertia.

[jb]

so so sorry. awful. terrible. to have it, and then not. rollercoaster is an understatement. I wish...I wish as Summer said, I could make it better.

[Marius]

Tertia, thinking of you and Marko ...

[Melissa in TN]

Wish I could say or do something to make you feel better. All I can come up with is I am so very sorry. I am thinking of you and Marko.

xoxo

[ns]

oh good lord!! what shocking news!!
all i can think is that this does not seem fair...

[Anna]

I'm so very, very sorry.

[Becki]

Oh, sweetie. I am so, so sorry.

[Kate]

It doesn't matter how far along you are, or how often it happens, it shatters your beautiful dreams each and every time. Thinking of you and wishing you strength in the days to come....

[Alley]

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What else is there? :-(

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[Woody's Girl]

How totally unfair and cruel! Such a surprise miracle... so unexpected... and then gone, just like *that*.

My heart is broken for you, Tertia. I wish I could take away your pain.

[Alley]

oh no! that was supposed to be a hug!

*hug*

[Nikki]

Just throwing my sadness on top of the pile. We were rooting for you.

[tess]

so very very sorry, tertia.

[Cris]

I'm so, so sorry.