I seem to attract people who are a pain in the butt.
My husband can be a huge pain. He is very 'strict' about things. Thing should be done right or else they aren't good enough. He has a very low tolerance for people who are lazy / weak / entitled. He can be an obstinate, set-in-his-ways mule. He is a pain, but I am worse.
My good friend and business partner can be a pain. She is very strict about certain things too. She can be a stubborn, head strong, my-way-is-the-right-way pain in the butt. But I am worse.
Rose (our nanny) can be a pain - She is a high maintenance, full of nonsense, overly-sensitive pain in the rear. But I am worse.
I've come to the realization that I am actually a ginormous pain. I am hyper active, hyper driven, hyper busy, hyper anal, hyper sensitive and hyper anxious. Everything must be done right this very minute, with a dash of speed if you please. Hurry up, move it, FASTER DAMMIT!! I must be exhausting to live with.
I am really busy at the moment and the busier I get, the faster I go. And the faster I expect everyone else to go. I think I have rubbed about a million people up the wrong way in the last few weeks.
If I have irritated you by being too pushy / rushed / intolerant, I apologize. I am going to have to learn to count to 10. And while I am counting to 10, I am going to do about 17,000 other things. Most likely including the thing I asked you to do because you took longer than 0,25 seconds to do it. AARGGHH!! SORRY!!
Let's try that again. 1...2...3.... argh, f*ck this shit, let's just get to 10 already ;)
Imagine if I wasn't on anti-depressants for my anxiety! I shudder to think.