Is it normal to think about you ALL THE TIME? Ever since our trial separation, you are all I think about. I keep thinking "I wonder what you would think of THIS!" or "I must tell you about THAT!" And then I remember that we are supposed to be having a break from each other.
I am worried I might have been too hasty in our break up. I think I might need you around more than I thought I would. You mean more to me than I realized.
I don't want it to be one of those relationships where I keep going "I'm leaving". "I'm staying". "I'm leaving". I don't want to mess you around.
Bottom line is I don't think I am ready to leave. But I am also not ready to for things to go back to what they were before. I can't be the same person I was. Which isn't necessarily a bad thing.
Could we start over? Will you have me back? Will be ok if we start slowly in the beginning?