Two heartbeats, both babies measuring ok.
But of course Julie was right. She said my embies will have to go to special school because they are a bit slow, like their mother. Embies are measuring a day behind. Which fits in perfectly with my late implantation theory.
I am convinced that my embies implanted late, which is why my acupuncturist couldn’t feel my pulse that strongly and why my beta was a bit lower than previous pg’s. And don’t get me started on why the late implantation happened. Too esoteric to verbalize.
And now begins two weeks of waiting hell until my next u/s. Two whole weeks. (Where is the Dr going with that? Bastard.) What will I do? Besides drive myself crazy with the ‘what ifs’.
Luckily (?) still feeling as sick as a dog so that is reassuring (?).
I only have 32 weeks to go. A walk in the park really. Do it with my eyes shut, one hand tied behind my back.