Went for the u/s today and we saw one heartbeat, two sacs. I feel so flat. I hate that I feel this way. I have just been here so many times before. I am also disappointed that we didn’t see the second heartbeat.
The Dr says he is happy and he thinks twins, but can’t be sure till next week’s u/s.
So back next week Monday for another scan.
Sorry this is such a blah post, I am just feeling so flat, and so sad that I can’t be happy at a time like this. It is also so bitter sweet. I miss my boys. I want those babies.
Ok, deep breath. It’s good. There is one heartbeat. Hopefully the other one will catch up by next week. I will be 7w3d then.
I really do think I had late implanters, but I was so hoping for two healthy heartbeats by today.
Dr said “Now, I am not joking with you, I am being deadly serious. If its twins, I am hospitalizing you from 25w until the end of the pg”. Joy.
I just wish I could be happier about this and not so scared.
Someone give me a kick up the ass please! I want to be happy and excited.
When do I get to be happy and excited?