I’m writing this post drunk. Thank god for sp0ell check. Oops. Did the e2 test today. Cra0p news. Oiops. Oops. Anyhow, bad news. Its hardly gone up. Dr said he is not worried. Good for him. I’m worried. So took myself off to the bar (on a business trip out of tpown) oops. Had a glass of expensive white wine. Then chap at bar bought me another. So might be infertile but men still want me. Also bought box of smokes. Don’t care any more. Now siting oops in hotel room waiting for room service. Stupid f’ing cycle. Hate ivf. Love wine. Where is my food? F'ing hunrgy now.